location: school library -zzzz-
activity: studyin geographyy -yawnn-
weather: stormy, cold, and rainy. like da way im feelin inside.

been dreamin again. sigh. the dreams n their meanings r driving me nuts. im goin crazy. no one can save me. my subconscious thoughts take over my dreams. which take over me. which is suffocating me. cos when i wake, i recollect. and remember. and hurt.

Drowning
To see someone drowning in your dream, suggests that you are becoming too deeply involved in something that is beyond your control. Alternatively, it represents a sense of loss in your own identity. You are unable to differentiate who you are anymore.
Food
To see or eat stale food in your dream, suggests that you are feeling sluggish and emotionally drained. You need to be invigorated and revitalized.
Eating
To dream that you are eating alone, signifies loss, loneliness, and depression. You may feel rejected, excluded, and cut off from social/family ties. Eating may be a replacement for companionship and provide comfort for you.
Guilt
Alternatively, it is also symbolic of repressed and negative feelings that you may have about yourself.
Camera
To see a camera in your dream, signifies your desires to cling on and/or live in the past. --> this is true. i dreamt of u. n a camera. i dont wanna let go. i cant let go.
wont u take a picture? cos i wont remember.
Crush
To dream that your crush rejects you or stood you up, represents your feelings of insecurities and anxieties. The idea of not knowing how your crush feels about you is driving you nuts. Assuming that he or she will reject you before you actually know, saves you from getting hurt. You are afraid to find out how he or she feels about you.

i think thats about all u need to know. cos all the other elements in ma dreams- they point out to da same things. sigh. feel like im gonna breakdown. feel battle-weary. tired. wrecked up. argh please! will someone just shoot me???

cal said he wasnt worth my time. cos he has no aim in life. sigh. how true is that? i dont know. loads of sh*t goin thru my head. i know i should focus on my studies now. but the dreams...they haunt me. you haunt me. you haunt nearly every single thought i have.

bla bla bla. blabberin again. everyones studyin in here. so guess i should get back to it too. blog laters, if i feel better.

spread da love.

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