spinnin . da last goodbye . atomic kitten .
what a day it has been! blogged at least thrice..haha. o wells, im makin up for next week - i prob wont blog til my papers r all over. cant afford to give mom an excuse to nag.
mom was on da phone, so dad came into my room apparently cos he couldnt sleep. haha. we started talkin, he helped me with some urban geography terms. like 'net migration loss'. yep, im a sucka. im so mixed up with all da terms i dont even know what that means. =D
dad: study hard ya. afterall, 4more months. -pause- oso dont know where ure gonna go after that. are u gonna work, or study or what? -im keeping quiet(i hate these conversations - they always end up the same way)- or are u gonna go overseas?
me(finally speakin up): yep. i wanna go overseas.
dad: where? australia?
me: noooo. u know i dont like australia, dad. i wanna go to england. -smile-
dad is quiet for a while.
dad: alright. we'll see how things go. maybe it is not such a bad idea.
me: woah! really? wow. thanksssss!
dad: yeah. -after a long pause- then who's gonna sleep in this room?
me: -feelin a tinge of sadness- mE!
daddy's lettin go of his lil girl.
finally. he nvr liked the idea of me goin abroad. but this time, everything sounded like it was goin somewhere. maybe i can go to england afterall. i kinda hope so. get away from here. get away from this crap. and
start anew.
but then again, i cant just let things go like this. on one hand, i wanna leave
these. on the other, i really wont be able to bear leavin
my friends and my folks. it sorta hurts to see dad kinda sad about me being so enthu of an overseas education. afterall, it is true when they say u are all alone in a foreign land(i know dad cant help but worry). oh well. wtf right. jus finish my a's,
then make a
final decision.
say, lets have a poll! if enough people will miss me if i leave, then im stayin! and vice versa. haha. the nonsense i indulge myself in.
ripped this off dith's blog:
do not regret.
what's done is done.
over.
what more can you do?
travel faster than the speed of light to somehow go back in time?
even so, that might not end up turning back time, but simply making it much slower than it is.
it will pass over faster if you are happy.
sigh. how true is that?
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things i wanna get: [im into drawin' up lists now! haha.]
1. board shorts.
2. black beeg bag.
3. spanish dictionary. i lost my friggin one. =|
4. prezzies for my friends who have impendin bdays.
5.
skirt.
6.
faded jeans.
7. driving license. haha.
8.
f.r.i.e.n.d.s vcd
9.
video cam.
10.
pjs!
haha. thats all for now. some r
unnecessary - jus used them to fill 10 spaces. =P
spinnin . forever . damage .
no me ames, porque pienses
que parezco diferente
tu no piensas que es lo justo
ver pasar el tiempo juntos
