spinnin . jerk . kim stockwood .
AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered.
Angry when provoked. Easily jealous.
Observant. Careful and cautious.
Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led.
Loves to dream.
Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring.
Loves to make friends.
woke up.
showered.
readings.
headed out to meet shan at punggol mrt.
waited; 4bloody trains came n left! either she's bloody slow, or da trains' r friggin efficient. da mrt station has become a playground cum exhibition centre. wtf right? never seen a mrt station b4? i feel like a spectacle amongst the lalang fields. these people lookin at anything n everything walking, maybe even crawling, by.
train down to dhoby gaut. *ahem*
in 20friggin mins!
lunch at long john's.
walked around briefly at ps.
bus down to national library.
cafe - study.
bloody hell. da lib closes at 5today.
headed down to park mall. olio dome. conclusion to todays revision - one poem.
down to youth park for turn da tap's performance.
theyre not bad! bloody sound system damn screwed up. ruined their performance. #$%^!. rayve, i gotta say...u da man! hahahahah. =X
sat there damn long. didnt notice the rest were sittin jus behind me. lol.
cine. shan needed to withdraw moneh.
said my goodbyes b4 i left cine. gavin n rayve
had to irritate me. busters. =D
heeren. walked around. left cos it was bloody boring. tho the sales guy at flesh imp was cute! =P
taka.
let da shoppin monster out!
walked round the gifts section. got a coupla photo frames. projectshop. got my beeeg black bag. -smile- m)phosis. nothing much. u.r.s. new paira shoes! mango. prezzie for someone.
yes. i was holdin a hellotta shoppin bags. everyone was staring. haha. what?! never seen a shopper b4?? i feel like its xmas or something.
headed back to cine to meet yin.
discovery cafe or some sh*t. sat down n crapped non-stop.
hey, she started it.
mrt. time to head home.
tote n shoppin bags gettin a tad too heavy too. hehe.
short walk home.
showered.
bloggin, as of now! =))
yawn. i am tired. i
should be. intended to study today. but look what happened! haha. gawd. cant believe i
busted the money dad gave me. again. n my allowance too. what am i gonna eat next week? anyone wanna be niceee to me? yin? i promise i wont mention in my blog that
TRISTAN IS A LOSER!! hahahahaha.
had a rather long talk with shan on da way home. i think the reason is cos its forbidden fruit. sth i cant have. and that appeals to me. i know and she knows that ill not want it once i get it. haha. how true is that mann? im used to havin everything i want. and this jus sucks. okay ok. call me a brat, whatever. i dont care! =D shoppin is a
form of escape for me. and like all other escapes, u cant hide forever. at the end of the day, after immersin myself in shoppin, i go home with an empty soul. and empty pocket. lol. i dont feel happy lookin at all da bags. bloody hell. they're bought with money. and money cant buy me happiness. sigh. guess i finally understand the kind of loneliness that people used to tell me about.
i just need time. time is all i need to get better. i cant say for sure i will get better. one can only hope, innit? on a lighter note, yin said her dad
instructed her to go to da u.s after prelims. whats with dads n sendin their kids abroad nowadays? ahh. told her not to go. cos she
should come to england with meee!! haha. please. please. pretty please? i dont like to be alone. -sulks- =P
woah. jus realised how lengthy my blog has become. haha. full of rubbish. hey, at least im keepin
you entertained! bleahs. and this is where i end. niteeessssss!
spinnin . spin . lifehouse .
when the world keeps spinnin round,
and mine is upside down-
you and i, i wouldnt change a thing.
noo, you and i, i wouldnt change a thing.
