i didnt originally wanna blog bout this. but some ppl jus piss me off major big time.
i mean, even if we're not on talkin terms she doesnt have to be like so hostile. she fuckin shove my chair last week. and today she asked me, do u not understand simple instructions? like really what da fuck? i mean i had already told her i wasnt gonna bring the stuff she wanted thru sms..and yet she still asked me. is she like the one who doesnt understand simple english? bloody hell.

ironically, she's the one who started railing at me! and i simply cant stand at it when ppl shout at me when they're the ones at fault. she actually called me weird child and stupid girl for no good reason. hello? like shes the weird one. sheesh. i bet shes so happy now tt she knows she got me so affected. but tts not the reason y im affected. i mean i dont give two hoots abt that name callin coming from some weirdo; she said sth bout my mom! arseh*le.

oh yeah. jus in case shes readin this, i have a lil msg:
stop tryin so hard to fit in. ure da weird one, not me. u know that and all u have to do is admit it. dont hate me jus cos u can never be me. u need to get a life! u psycho bitch.

ahem* i say tt because she started smiling really weirdly and laughin cynically non stop to herself. note: i think she was trying to be sacarstic. but yes, she appeared more weird than the intended effect. trust me. u need to see it to believe it.
but gee. i applaud her for the courage she has. it must take a lot...to actually hang around..when people go to the extent of ignoring u! i mean, which person in the right state of mind actually says that people treat her nice when theyre really ignoring her, and sticks to your friends when shes not on good terms with u? crazy shit.
o wells i will now stop, cos like peiling said, we shouldnt give her the benefit of existence in our blogs. nose in d air*

o. i had detention today. i actually think its quite productive! haha. cos i did do a bit of studyin. however, i was interrupted by benneh and darren[aka osama]. so yeps. the productive studyin enjoyed a short lived existence. =P
im givin up fear factor to type this! my tv. =( im resolvin to stay away from the tv for a couple of weeks. but ill prolly end up glued to the tv. haha.

thats jus the way it is.
things will never be the same.

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