ena + jac = incessant talking.
looks like the trip back to school was a futile attempt at revision.
didnt acheive much today. hows
one act
of 5 any good??
how is too much rain a blessing? yeah maybe for the farmers in india.
oh one more thing. never,
never ever study in a settin where theres a fan nearby and jazz in your ears; a stage set for
slackin. yes. it was tranquil. i was stoned. is that not the perfect combination?? i felt like i was at some remote part of a beach. where the waters clear and the birds were chirping. and i was
alone.
jac told me sth that got me thinking..[no its not made up u morons! it was taken off
somewhere.]
when god 1st made us, we came
in pairs. and that explains the search for the soulmate. u were
literally meant to be. we were all sent down to earth, and along the way, our hold on each other [loosened its grip] and we were parted. ok. back to the part where we're sposed to search. we're sposed to be
together u see. all our lifes, we're sposed to find our other half. so that we'll
be complete. at least in god's eyes. makes any sense? not even remotely??
well a simple summary: its like being seperated frm mom in a shoppin centre when u were say, 3? then begins ur search for mommy dearest. jus take mommy out and put mr/ms perfect in the picture. yes. god made our lives difficult and he wants us to
see to our own completion.
damnit.
oh yeah. all that elaboration made me miss this point: that person who u were
destined [ah. crap.] to be with is usually very, very close to u. u jus dont know it. u,[godamnit, YOU] let the chance slip.
aight. enough talk.
go. embark on your search for your other half.
i dont know where to begin,
i dont know how to get out there, to see u.
baby there's, something bout u that,
i can hold on to, i'm
gonna hold on to that
