pierce my ear-drums kelly clarkson - the trouble with love is

split personalities? no, sir. dont have' em. but then again, i do think im nearing some form of a perhaps, nervous, breakdown? i dont know. work just takes so much of me its unsettling. just as the prospect of gettin results. argh. ahh. oh god. well what can i say? i have morphed, into a wholesome female; one complete with extreme mood swings and of course, a split personality (one that prolly resulted from a cracked skull).

i have no idea what im going on about. but cal, thank u for ur concern. no worries there, work has jus made me a little bonkers alright? and jarrroooood!! i missed you. i thought u were dead. haha. well good hearing from u. im goin thru a phrase, like i mentioned before..and hopefully im gonna stay eccentric for a while ok? hugs and kisses. :)

and so the journal will proceed to talk bout mundane happenings. oh me god..what is wrong with me today? must be the martini and margarita. goofy grin. :) anyways i caught something's gotta give yest. keanu reeves is swoonsome as usual and jack nicholson and diane keaton's acting is gooooooooood. the plot is fresh - instead of young people falling in love..they have middle aged people. i enjoyed the show thoroughly tho i think that its a bit long..like a good 2hrs and 15mins?? i bought a couple of vcds yest too..all french flims. thought the spanish apartment would've been a blast but it turned out disappointing as well.

met pei today and was glad she felt better. :) hugs girl. then sposed to go down aunts place. shes pretty sick now..so pray she'll be alright in no time.

caught virgin suicides today and it IS fantastic. very unsettling tho. i mean, why the heck did all 5sisters commit suicide? were they THAT depressed??

ok i think i better stop here..can sense crankiness taking over. ahh a caustic piece of fine work i am.

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