pierce my ear-drums jay chou - fan fang xiang de zhong
i tried to hold it all in.
i never liked to let it show. or at least, under lighting where i could be seen.
i thought that by tilting my head backwards i could keep it all in.
the floodgates threatened to open.
it eventually caved in.
still, i tried to fight back my tears.
to show everyone that i was strong.
same happens when im watching a heart-wrenching drama series or movie.
same goes when im drunk.
i wasnt watching a movie or anything on that favourite box of mine.
and i havent been drunk for a long time.
so why should it be an exception today?