music to my ears jem - just a ride
YAH.
so i can't stop thinking about it.
"don't start what u can't finish," he said.
he's right.
i shouldn't have.
u said, "we all need someone. and all i'm looking for is someone who..."
your voice trailed off.
i blacked out.
that's obviously me you're talking about.
but yet i brush it off my mind aggressively,
urging myself to believe otherwise.
"it's not you, it's not you he's talking about ena."
i sip water.
i push thoughts away.
i sip water.
i think.
commitment phobic or just a hopeless dreamer hanging on to something that's already long gone?
oopsy daisy,
looks like i'm on the run
again.